i survived the day, i guess. less awkward situation becomes less if it keeps repeating itself. maybe i'm just plain too out of this world at the moment to even care. but i still do care. it's a tough act to keep it to myself. i didn't actually go through this day unscathed. i almost blew my head over for some guy who blew his top. nah, just let it pass. what bothers me more are the ripples to come. hopefully not a tidal wave.

and i still do care. i'll just have to wait some more for something to happen. or not. i was so much into deep thought, i didn't have enough time to enjoy those fleeting clouds. someone tell me, what have i not tasted yet.

ah. the silence once again. it keeps ringing in my ears. well dear bed, another sleepless night, i guess.