it is a rainy day today, but that's ok, just the way i wanted it to be.

i am at work, but my mind is somewhere else. our scheduled patient is nowhere to be found. good. start stumbling! but the network is too slow. so i started blogging! blog my way through this dreary weather.

anonimity has its good points. i could create a whole new character of myself. the best and worst part of it is that nobody gives a damn. people, mind your own business, (unless your business is with me).

moving on, the full moon last night was so right to be there at that time. it reminded me of my dreams. so distant, so far... and probably an empty and dusty place. but, as i always think of it, it is so round, so bright, and so enchanting. if dreams and thoughts were like post-it notes, the sky would be filled with them. probably everyone at some point in their life saw the moon and whispered a sigh or wish. dreaming of a girl. hoping she dreams of you as well. i wonder how many dreams do really come true. imagine a soldier during world war 2, lying on the snow, dying. while the thunders of war never ceased in all horizons. the only relief from the pain was the solace moon above. it reminded him of a face to love.

but that's just a possibility. in reality, i am someone who is constantly reminded of a beautiful face. how can i forget. that moment when i saw her turn around, that moment she looked me straight in the eye, that moment she greeted me with a simple "hi", that moment she smiled at me. that moment, she cut her hair short, she looked so free. and it is bothersome to think those moments really were meant for me. was i thinking too much of things that were not really there, feeling things that were really not quite true. it does not matter.

i never said goodbye. and the day i will see you again is getting near.