30.9.10

most definitely she wasn't pleased, with me, with the situation, or both.

i realized she might be afraid. afraid of falling. afraid of falling in love. afraid of falling in love again. or afraid of falling in love with me. or afraid of me. or afraid of me falling in love with her.

no, dummy, she dislikes you. she resents you. she loathes you. she abhors you. she is terrified of you. she is mortified of you. disgusted.

she's just avoiding me.

why the hell am i doing this?!